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[Aug. 13th, 2004|01:31 pm] |
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heyyyyyy okay sorry its been a while!! well fitness was fun.........not!! omg! haha but only 6 people passed and yes I WAS ONE OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell freakin yah!! so i dont have to take them again! but on a sour note since so many people failed we now have moring fitness sessions along with everything else. i love college so much...except the meetings are a drag.... everythin has been fun tho! so much free stuff!! ahhhh!! sweeet!! and our dorm is sweet as hell the food issnt bad at all they do our laundry! nice!! the upper classmen are cool too they give us rides everywhere....its pretty sweet! it just sucks that it is SOCCER ALLLL DAYYYY! im soooo sore and soooo tired!! but whatever! we have an inner squad scrmmage tomorrow 11 v 11 so thatll be funn!!! cant wait! anyways me and my roomie met the football plyaers lol!! adn our dorm is co ed...guys on our floor....lol! wow! crazy shit!! anyways im out ill see yall later!!
xox nik
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| how far do i have to go to make you understand...... |
[Aug. 8th, 2004|12:43 am] |
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while last nigth was awesome...this tended to be a bitch of a night! i had to say my goodbyes to people that in reality i know that i will never see again! it was hard! i hope in december i see alot of them again! well i was with sarah! and she is my best girlfriend (her and amy) and everything was fine til i had to leave. amy started crying everyone was hugging me and i lost it! oh boy! the worst was saying bye to sarah (even tho she is unofficialling) we both were bawling! like no joke!! it was just terrible. she is sucha great girl!! and i will miss her but i know we will stay ijn touch also! my best guy friend came over to say bye and i only gave him 2 minutes cuz i told him that if i spent more time with him i would cry more and god knows i dont wanna do any more of that!! so i told him that i loved him soo much but i know for sure i will see him! we are too good of friends to just stop talkin yah know? well i wrote him this loooong email and i sent it too him syaing everything i wanted to say but couldnt!
well then came to part of sayin bye to the ex...he was not at the party that i was at so i called him and he said he didnt wanna see me to say bye. so i hung up and started bawling! then he texted me and said sorry and he really needed to see me and tlak to me! so we met up and he told me he couldnt say goodbye to me again and thta it was too hard. he didnt talk to me much at all this week and he explained that it was too hard and he thought that if we distanced ourselves than it would be easier....didnt work! but he told me how much he cares....etc. and all that kinda shit! that really made me feel so much better. i didnt cry. i know we will stay in touch! we spent too much of highschool (3 yrs) goin back and fourth and no matter how much we fight we really care about eachother. so that was a positive. except he found out i kissed another guy last nigth and he said he was so pissed he wanted to kill the kid (oh geez!!) and he is at a party with him right now..... anyways! enough!!
those 3 people (outta my non soccr friends) are the ones ill stay close to! and im not worried! i love you all!! my team...you are all amazing people! we will all be great!! dont hold back! take chances! well i gotta get up in 3 hours...wish me luck on that shit...early flight grrr! jason leaves tomorrow too...i thnk we will stay friends also...and greenie is spending thanksgiving with me (i think) but enough of the sad shit!! x's and o's! everyone be safe and good luck!! stay updating in here!!!!
love you all like sisters!!!!!
nik! |
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| AmAzInG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|01:40 am] |
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amazing!! that is the only word that can describe this night!!! omg sooo much fun!! my friend amy threw a party for me cuz i was leavin and soooooooo many freakin people were there!! it was awesome!! (in many ways lol) shay call me!! anyways!! some people i will miss sooo much!! like ohmart and dan and amy!!! and brent ; ) annddd samer! and randy! and shea!! omg so many more but i cant think!! ohhh jordan and chasen and vince too!!! oh gosh! well tomorrow my friend is havin a party cuz he is leavin too so maybe we will hit that up for a bit but i got a 6 am flight on sunday!! and tomorrow i have to see brent!! but yahhh words cannot describe this note!! now i feel soo much better about leavin since i saw everyone!!!! oh and me and amy decorated a neighboors lawn!! sorry if this all does not make sense.......
lates nik |
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| let it fall down...let it fall down to the ground... |
[Aug. 5th, 2004|09:32 pm] |
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| | let it fall down | ] |
okay so i was cleaning and packing...etc. and there was this cricket right? okay so i hate crickets and i sprayed him with windex and he died!! yay!! but then i was stuck with the next process of having to get rid of it... i just put a bowl over it lol my mommy will get it tomorrow!!
practice todya was okayy.. i am gonna miss my girls!! we will all do soo well in college!! ah i can't wait to see how everyone will do!
my plan was to go out tonight. then my mom decides to get mad at me and tell me that i drive too much and i need to stay home...grr!! now i have one more flippin night to go out!! tomorrow better be a damn good one!
packin seems to be goin better lol! still got some stuff left but we are in the home stretch!! tomorrow is my last day of therapy!!! wooohooo!!
so my friend that got arrested...the weed was not his! which makes me feel soo much better!! it was this guy stephen's! not that it is any better...but still! after talkin to brent i feel so bad for him!! but he saod he was in the wrong and deserved it! so whatever! at least he knows it is his fault! after court he will prob get off with a fine..a class 2 mistemenor (spelling), and 6 points on his license! well lets hope he learns from this!!
alright! well i will talk to you all later!!!! byeee |
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| hey you screamin for attention... |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|08:19 pm] |
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okay so officially hate packing!! i have these 2 huge bags and i wanna get everything in there but they have to be under 50 pounds for the airplane or i have to pay 50 dollars for even one pound over. so my one bag was deff. 62 pounds and the other was 47!!! after much time redoing the packing...taking out the unnessisary (spelling) stuff and condensing....one bag is 48 and the other is 36.... so i am still screwed cuz i still have all the other stuff out that i need before i move...!! any ideas? lol help me out here! i mena i took all the dvds outta cases and put them in cd holders... i took everything outta their little boxes and put them in baggies.... im all out of ideas!!
well prac. was deff. muchhhh better today!! so much more fun...sorry no offense intended but the blues SUCK!!! lol but i still thought it was a good prac.!! even tho i deff dont know how to play soccer anymore!! grr!! anyways...then after that me, shannon, and mazur went and ran bleachers and laps at horizon. that went well!! but i think since i have been training 3 times a day i am kinda gettin shin splints...lets hope not!! grr!! im runnin with them again at 6:30 tomorrow morn...then i am lifting...then prac in the evening and running again... yuck!
after that i went to dinner with my friend amy!! she is going to kent state for gymnastics... i will miss her lots!! we went to chili's and my friend ryan (who i used to work with there) was our server...listen to what we ordered...2 drinks... 2 bowls of soup...boneless chicken wings...and chips and salsa!! so we get our check and it was deff. 6 freakin dollars!! lol he hooked us up!! i will miss him too! lol but dinner was so fun!!
so i deff. have one more day of therapy!! yay!! and this really cute guy that works there (he's 22) lol gave me his email cuz he wants to stay in touch! awww lol!! i know...far fetched! but he is still cute!! so why not? any how... i hate therapy i can't wait until i am done with it!! grr!!
oh i am so sad!! my friend brent got arrested yesterday!! so he got pulled over for doing 90 in a freakin 40! (moron) and then he got caught for his fake ID (i knew he had one) and wait...in possesion of drugs..weed or pain pills...maybe both..( i so did not he did that!) i am so upset with him!! cuz we were sposed to hang out before i leave!! grr!!
im tired! i am not gonna go out tonight since i gotta get up early! i think that i will just watch a movie and go to bed!! behind enemy lines is on and it is good but i hate it when the pilot gets killed!! it makes me so sad!! but anyways!! i am gonna go now! but i will talk to you later!! ill see alot of you tomorrow!! sorry i didnt go to Rio shay!! lemme know how it went!! i was just too tired and tell brandon to screw himself!! bye everyone!!
xox nik |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2004|05:54 pm] |
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so sometimes i just wonder why eople just cant have fun and why everything has to be soo serious?? i also dont understand why people have to make snitty ittle comments to make themslves feel better? it amazes me how supposed "friends" can treat eachother that way? it is also wierd when you notice that when one person comes into a group it changes the whole make up of the group....interesting.
well practice was okay today...much more fun yesterday but tmorrow should be good i hope!! i gotta go run in the morning then i got therapy...yuck!! almost done though!!
so i made my list of everything to pack and get before i leave and i keep feeling like i am forgetting suff...i hope i am not. hmmmm!!!
me and sarah made cookies for my physical therapist!! they look soo yummy!! lol omg so we are watchin he champions league games and those guys are so freakin good! i love watching soccer!!!
anyways im gonna go!! bye! shaylyn call me later kk?? bye all
nik |
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| here i am perfect as im ever gonna be...love me for me..... |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|09:20 am] |
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| | dare you to move-switchfoot | ] |
well i just got my dorm assignment.... everything has become so real now!!
at least i am on the 2nd floor... cuz we cant use the elevators! and we got the carpeted rooms!! much of a bonus especially in the winter months!! we also got like our address and phone numbers and everything! so exciting!
anyone interested..there is a prac today at 3:30! the more the marrier!! (spelling) its at crossed arrows...the big field!! we just play, a little skill work like long balls in the beginning..but mostly just play! so come!
well that is it for now cuz i gotta go shower!
luv yall
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| well... |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|09:23 pm] |
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i guess shit is just goin nuts! so livejournal is cool.... but i dunno if i read to much into things or if i am really reading what people are meaning to say...and if thats the case then wow! i just dont know why people have to say rude things to make themselves feel better..? here say them out load to yourslef and how bout not type them because it just makes people feel liek shit! okay? alright glad everyone agrees!
practice was very fun today!! i must say! lee is such a freakin cool coach! and the girls that were there were so funn!! it was such an awesome practice!! cant wait until tomorrow!! it was my first liek real contact practice! and i must say it was greta to be back!! and jen you better freakin come!!! grr lol! i leave in 6 days so come bia!
well i deff. am gonna misss some people soo much!! but at least sarah gets to come visit me!! yay!! and a couple 87's get to come on an official! i think i will be nervous to play for them!! lol anyways! i am really excited to leave tho becuz i decided that i am deff. ready for a change!! i am sick of like all the normal stuff!! and philly will be a huge change!! the girls on the team are soooo cool tho! they have all been so nice and like ready to help me out cuz im so far away!! so appreciated i must say! makes it all much easier!
therapy sucked today! like the inside of my mom was killing and they still made me do all my shit! i got so frusterated becuz i just want to be better yah know! grr im frusterated! and at therapy i just started crying! then i felt stupid cuz so many people were there! err it was sooo shitty! whatever!
well i am almost packed!! i cant believe how much stuf fi have liek i didnt even realize it!! now i am sooo happy that i shipped most of it!! it made it all so much easier...but i still have so much left!! wtf!! lol i dont think it will all fit in my room...hmm somethign to think abotu i guess i could have a bit of a problem... oh well...ill figure it out!
well guys i am out! its bed time!! so ill ttyl!!! bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xox
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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|12:29 pm] |
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so shit sucks right about now....
last nigth i did the whole first day of tests and missed the damn mile and 1/2 bye fucking 29 seconds!! but i made the 120's..... then today my leg hurt so bad and i told them at therapy and they made me do so much more!! god i need to leave!!
shaylyn i am so happy for you about chase! thta is sooooooooo good!! and you deserve a good guy more than anyone...., and i think that you know how to actually treat a guy right....girl i am gonna miss yah!!!
thats all for now!
nik |
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[Aug. 1st, 2004|02:34 pm] |
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hi this is sarah and nikki we are at sarahs house and i am sitting on the counter. so we went tofashion suare to fix her tifany's key chain and she just walks in....
Me: what are doing?
Sarah: going in the store
Me: did you make an appointment?
Sarah: what the fuk? why would i eed an appointment?
Me: to go in the store
Sarah: have you ever been into tiffanys?
Me: no too rich for me
Sarah: well then i guess you wouldnt know that you didnt need an appointment. lol
My bad i thought that you need an apoointment to go in there!!! lol whatever!! so next we left and almost ate the ass end f a piece of shit car because they ut us off....so we then proceeded to flip them off... okay so we got to er house and we are tired! ahhh we are running at 6 tho with jenna shannon and kristen!! yuckkkk!!
anyways sarahs little brother nate is sooo cute! ahh i love him!! he is 4!! nate told us that he is a kid an not a baby! lol it was cute! he reminds me of the little boy from big daddy! well anyways!! we are off!!!
last night was fun... i won monopoly! wow exciting.....whateveeee weree out!
x's and o's
nik and sarah |
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